Last

Every day at school I go through

Getting called a name

Taking walks of shame

And ‘gifts’ of beatings too

What is a friend

I have gone to the end

Of caring

If no one is open to sharing

Even once I am home

Still feel like I am alone

Family doesn’t understand

Their little girl is not like

What they planned

No one understands

No one tries and

They leave me behind

So now I have made up my mind

With the last of my will

I swallowed a magic pill

Make things better was the goal

As I let my mind sink into a black hole

Even one could have changed this

But my life no one will miss

Even one friend

Could have kept me

From diving off the deep end

I was just a joke

Someone to poke

At for fun

But now I am done

Hope you are happy

With the way things turned out

You are part of what this is about

Was your last laugh

Worth the last of my life