No Regrets

Was my time with you true

Or was it all just a lie

Even if it was not real for you

It was real for me

You were my everything

Even if I am your nothing

This hurts beyond belief

I did not know

My heart could ache like this

But it has been shattered

As long as you are content

I will try to find my way on

I just want you to be happy

Even if I cannot bring that to you anymore

So as these tears run down my face

Know they are tears

Of both sadness

And joy

The time I had with you

I will never regret

And never forget

Thank you for showing me

True love

And the joy it brings

I will never

Hold that against you

You taught me so much

Every second I spent with you

Were the greatest moments of my life

I will always love you

Even if that love changes directions

I will never regret my love

But I cannot deny

The fact that you have broken me

Beyond repair

You have ripped out my heart

Torn it apart

And shattered each little bit

Into a million more

Then stomped on every single one

And kicked the pile of pieces away

You do not realize

What you have done to me

You probably

Would not even care

The torment that you have caused

I just wish

I could disappear

Become invisible

So as not to be crushed again

I never thought

You would hurt me like this

When the moments we had

Were almost nothing but bliss

I guess I am glad

That you will now be happy

Even if

It causes me anguish

Beyond what I imagined possible

You were my first true love

My first real kiss

My first real relationship

And for that I will always be thankful

And I will go on living

With no regrets

 
 
~*Shoot For The Stars*~