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Wednesday, June 1, 2011

The Monster

Who are these people
What do they want from me
Why are they here
Where am I
Why am I here
How did I get here

My family looks at me
As if they are seeing the dead walking
The monster took me over again
Shutting me off from the world

Why do these people look at me like that
They look as if they just saw a ghost
And they talk as if they know me
I do not know these people
Who are they

There is a tear
In everyone’s eye
As they watch me return
Knowing them again

Why are they crying
Did someone die
Who did they lose
I feel sorry for these strangers
It is not fair they lost a loved one

I shudder when I realize
The people I just thought were strangers
Are my family
I am starting to lose the battle

I am constantly confused
There are always people coming into my room
Visiting me
And talking as if I know who they are
Why would they spend time with me
When they do not even know me

Now my family cries
And I begin to as well
For I spend less and less time
In reality

I really wish everyone
Would leave me alone
I am scared
By these strangers
They are always here
But I do not know them
So why are they here
What do they want from me

We continue to cry
As we know
There is not much more time
Soon I will never return

I wish I could cheer them up
These strangers
They surely lost someone
For they look so sad

I wish I could help them
They all just look lost
I wonder what is wrong
Did they lose a loved one
The poor folks

I say goodbye to my family
They all hug me and kiss me
Telling me they will see me again
Some day
I take a deep breathe
And am forever taken by
The monster



In case you can't tell, this poem is about Alzheimer's. It's a horrible disease that takes over your mind, making you forget pretty much everything including family. To point out something I did in the poem that you probably didn't notice, after I mentioned about spending less time in reality, I began to have longer stanzas or series of stanzas from the view where I didn't know what was going on; just thought some of you would find that cool.
*Shoot For The Stars*

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